Clear skies means a
                          nice bright sunny morning, but it also allowed
                          the temperature to drop a lot during the
                          night. My thermometers showed the temperature
                          nearer 7° C than 8° C, and definitely a lot
                          cooler than the forecast 9° C. The possibility
                          of solid sunshine until mid afternoon,
                          followed by sunny spells, will only raise the
                          temperature to just 17° C. I've just checked
                          and the forecast has been revised. It now
                          shows 9am as being 9° C, and that means the
                          forecasters have confessed that this morning
                          started a degree cooler than originally
                          forecast. It also shows the full sunshine
                          continuing until 5pm, but still the maximum
                          temperature is stuck at 17° C. This time last
                          year the forecast was for 21° C, which is the
                          sort of figure we might expect from mid
                          September. Today's weather seems more
                          appropriate for mid October. Tomorrow may
                          start at a far more reasonable 11° C, but will
                          still only rise to 17° C - which is surprising
                          considering only a couple of hours of sunny
                          spells is the best that is currently predicted
                          for the whole day.
                            
                            I think I can say that yesterday was a
                          good day, although there were some negative
                          aspects to it. The whole day hinged on my
                          appointment with the nurse for my diabetes
                          check up. There was also the minor joy of a
                          parcel delivery, and some delightful food for
                          dinner in the evening.
                          
                            I broke my usual rules prior to seeing
                          the nurse, and broke them deliberately.
                          Usually I would fast before seeing the nurse,
                          but I had breakfast of a bowl of instant
                          noodles, and then half an hour before going to
                          the surgery I had two cheese and onion
                          flavoured burger patties. They were not
                          terribly enjoyable - an attempt to make cheap
                          meat taste better with the addition of cheese
                          and onion. The whole thing tasted a bit vomit
                          like !
                          
                            The reason why I would normally fast is
                          in case the nurse tries to weigh me, but this
                          time she was quite happy to accept a picture I
                          had taken of my scales in the morning when I
                          thought I might have been at my emptiest -
                          which was a whole kilogram higher than I hoped
                          it would be ! The reason for all the eating
                          before seeing the nurse was in case she wanted
                          to check my blood pressure. I believe it is
                          always lower after eating.
                          
                            Once again she was quite happy to
                          accept the print out of all my blood pressure
                          readings that I have taken so far this month.
                          I added a bit more evidence with a picture of
                          my blood pressure meter reading taken at 8.45
                          in the morning. I pointed out that it was
                          typically higher than the previous readings
                          because I was already thinking about my
                          appointment. It is always much higher in the
                          surgery !
                          
                            On the whole it was a pleasant
                          appointment, and it was also educational. In
                          the last few years it has become so difficult
                          to see a doctor at the practice that I have
                          wondered if they all went on holiday to the
                          Caribbean, or somewhere, for the whole of the
                          covid pandemic. Yesterday I didn't have that
                          confirmed, and I wouldn't have expected to,
                          but I did learn an amusing fact. The nurse
                          freely admitted that despite working in a
                          building (allegedly) full of doctors, she
                          usually checks her symptom on Google. Whether
                          that shows little trust in the doctors, or
                          that the doctors are too busy to be disturbed,
                          or maybe something I haven't thought of, but
                          it must say something that a medical
                          professional does what we are all told not to
                          do - check our symptoms on the internet !
                          
                            One possible good outcome of my
                          appointment is that I have confirmed that I
                          have now been referred to the diabetic foot
                          clinic in Lewisham hospital. My feet are
                          mostly working OK, but maybe not perfectly.
                          The chance to get some professional
                          maintenance on them for free is worth
                          pursuing. I left the surgery feeing sort of
                          happy, and looking forward to a peaceful
                          afternoon.
                          
                            I got home to or twenty minutes past
                          midday, and by 1pm I decided some lunch might
                          be nice. It was not a great idea after eating
                          so much in the morning, and I had desires that
                          I might eat something bad, but nice for
                          dinner. I still went ahead and had a couple of
                          cans of soup. They were both low sugar, but
                          only moderately low sugar - canned Irish Stew,
                          and canned "Chunky Beef stew".
                          
                            It was fortunate that soon after that I
                          learned that a parcel I was expecting to be
                          delivered by Amazon would not arrive until
                          3.30pm at the earliest. That allowed me to
                          quietly lay on my bed reading for several
                          hours if it felt good. It did feel good, and I
                          think I had a snooze, but from as early as 3pm
                          I went on high alert for a ring on the
                          doorbell. It was a long wait, but at about
                          5.30pm my parcel was delivered.
                          
                             It was nothing too exciting. It
                          was a nice large (4TB) external USB hard
                          drive, and a 2.5" hard drive caddy for SATA
                          disks. The large external hard disk is for a
                          backup of my video archive. The full archive
                          is on a 4TB external hard disk, but it's
                          backup is split over two smaller drives. I
                          will be transferring those onto the one big
                          disk to match the primary archive. The disk
                          caddy is a complement to the disk caddy for
                          IDE drives that came through the post a day or
                          two ago. One of them will be very useful when
                          I come to try and recover some files from a
                          2.5 inch hard disk that my friend Kevin has. I
                          have powered interfaces to do the job here,
                          but it may well be done in a pub, and so USB
                          powered interfaces will be easier.
                          
                            I had a plan to celebrate getting
                          through my appointment with the nurse, and it
                          was to order a very tasty, and almost
                          certainly unhealthy takeaway. I chose an
                          Indian takeaway, and half of what I ate
                          yesterday was indeed delicious, but the other
                          half was not that nice - which is surprising
                          considering it was a very simple dish - Bombay
                          aloo. Quite how what is little more than
                          potatoes cooked in a curry sauce could not be
                          wonderful is a mystery. Fortunately the lamb
                          bhuna was delicious.
                          
                            In point of fact it was really a bad
                          idea to luxuriate in an Indian takeaway
                          because although my direct business with the
                          nurse is over there is still the matter of the
                          blood tests. Once I manage to make an
                          appointment with the vampires I have to give
                          two test tubes full of blood to test for this,
                          that and the other. I also have to produce a
                          urine sample. These blood and urine samples
                          probably won't be taken until some time next
                          week, and the worst of the takeaway will have
                          dissipated by then, but the rise in blood
                          glucose after eating those curries will add to
                          the average.
                          
                            As usual I ordered more than I needed
                          or wanted for last night. Last night I ate
                          less than I might have done, and if I eat at a
                          similar rate I have enough left over for two
                          more similar dinners, plus a naan bread. The
                          reason for all this spare food was that I had
                          to meet the minimum charge for delivery, and
                          then over the top to hit the 10% discount
                          rate. 
                          
                            I watched a bit of TV as I ate my
                          dinner, and then watched a bit more after. As
                          usual there was the blank gap between 8pm and
                          9pm. Quite why nothing happens on TV between
                          those times is a mystery. At 8pm I opted to
                          read for a bit. After a while I felt a bit
                          sleepy. I had already brushed my teeth, and so
                          I turned out the light, and I think I was
                          possibly asleep by 8.30pm. Unlike the night
                          before, when I had stomach ache, and the
                          consequences of that in the middle of the
                          night, my sleep last night was rather good.
                          
                            I can remember a few times when I felt
                          too hot under the duvet, but too cold without
                          it. Later on in the night that would no longer
                          be a problem, and I was glad to sleep fully
                          under the duvet (face excepted). I have very
                          vague memories of dreams in the first half of
                          the night, but it is only a few snatches of
                          dream from the last hours of the night that I
                          can remember just enough to mention.
                          
                            One dream was quite a strange dream, or
                          at least what I can remember makes it seems
                          strange, although maybe very bland is a better
                          description. All I can remember was being on
                          the phone to an old friend while eating
                          chicken nuggets. I'm sure the conversation was
                          fascinating, but I can't remember a single
                          thing about it. All I can remember is those
                          chicken nuggets, and maybe a suggestion that
                          the dream was set in the past because the
                          phone I was using was an old GPO dial phone.
                          
                            The other dream was more like a
                          nightmare. It started with me discovering a
                          small hole in the floorboard behind the
                          settee. It was right next to the wall, and
                          obviously made by a mouse. I went to get a
                          tube of filler to plug the hole. When I came
                          back with it the carpet was missing, and it
                          was actually more like I was in a different
                          room with much newer floorboards. Instead of
                          one tiny hole there were 3 or 4 quite big
                          holes, and there was no way I had enough
                          filler to fill them. Fortunately I woke up
                          before things got worse.
                          
                            Having gone to sleep so early there
                          were several time in the night when I wondered
                          if I could sleep for much longer. I can just
                          about remember thinking it was not likely I
                          would be able to get back to sleep at about
                          3am. The next thing I knew was that it was
                          about 5am. I was then convinced I would never
                          get back to sleep again after so much sleep,
                          but once again I was wrong. Evidently my badly
                          disturbed sleep the night before had taken
                          it's toll on me. I was very surprised to find
                          that the next time I checked the clock it was
                          just after 7am.
                          
                            I was also surprised to see how cold it
                          was at that time. It was just 7° from a frost
                          in September ! It makes me worry what this
                          winter will be like. Last year, before
                          electricity prices almost doubled (or maybe
                          they did double) I would not have hesitated to
                          put the heater on, but not this morning. I
                          shall at least try and hold out for another
                          month, and hopefully more, before considering
                          using the heater.
                          
                            I have had a hot bowl of instant
                          noodles to help me warm up despite my blood
                          glucose shooting up to 9.6mmol/l after all I
                          ate yesterday. Fortunately that is still under
                          the red line, but I ought to be careful about
                          what I eat for the rest of today. Ideally I
                          should go out for the day so I don't have any
                          temptations to eat before tonight. I am
                          contemplating the idea of going on a few
                          trains, and exploring a bit, but particularly
                          after last night's curry, my guts feel a bit
                          volatile this morning. Maybe later I'll feel
                          more confident, and of course the day will
                          have warmed up a bit, I might end up going
                          out. On the other hand I have computer files
                          to back up, and some laundry to do. It would
                          be nice to dry it in the sunshine. 
                                
