The
screenshot above starts at 8am,
but earlier than that it was
cold enough to leave a frost on
things like cars outside. Today
could be an improved version of
yesterday with the afternoon
temperature rising to 12° C.That
should be bare arm temperature.
It will be another cold night,
but maybe not quite cold enough
for another frosty start. It is
possible tomorrow may see and
afternoon temperature of 13° C,
and it will probably not get so
cold in the night. This run of
good weather should last until
the 11th March when it may be
back to grey skies and rain for
a week or more.
Yesterday, by some
measures, was a good day in so
much as I achieved my main aim.
However, there was a lot of the
day that were not so good. Then
again they were not actually
bad. I'm not sure any bit was
actually bad. It was also a day
where some things happened that
were not expected, and some
expected things didn't happen.
As I explained yesterday,
I started the day with my weight
having risen a lot, and my blood
glucose readings up in, or
nearly in the danger zone. It
signalled the start of a day
where I had to really control my
eating - both in quantity, and
in quality. It was one of those
very rare days since retiring
that I didn't have breakfast. I
had no problem with the cod
liver oil capsule I take every
morning repeating on me, and
that was good. One of the
excuses for breakfast was to put
a cap on that strong fishy
taste.
My next plan for the day
was to go for a walk in the
sunshine. I never did do that,
and there were several reasons.
One was that later in the day I
kept looking at the thermometer,
and it never seemed to quite
reach the expected 10° C. It
could have felt warm enough to
walk bare armed in full
sunshine, but freezing in the
shade. Before that excuse there
was the problem of wanting to
wash my hair and having a shower
before being seen in public.
Before I could have a
shower I needed to get the big
plastic builders bucket out of
the bathtub. In that bucket was
my favourite bath towel that had
been soaking in bio detergent,
and a splash of Dettol. The
latter was because one bit of
the towel had gone extremely
stinky because some horrible
bacteria must have started
growing on it. After I finished
my morning writing, and had the
usual rest, I started the
process of finishing that wash.
The trouble with towels,
and bath towels in particular,
is if used for too long they
accumulate soap as well as other
stuff. It is the soap that
causes the big problem - they
need everlasting rinses to get
the rinse water to run clean. As
can be imagined, a soaking wet
towel is very heavy. I did six
or seven rinses (it is the sort
of job I do where I find myself
detached from reality, and I
can't keep an accurate tally of
how many rinses I did), and
still the water was very soapy.
I took a rest at that
point. I can't be sure, but I
think it was around 2pm at this
time, and while I did not have
classic hunger pains, I was
getting a very sour sensation.
The only cure was to give in and
have a light lunch of just dry
rice crackers with ready sliced
Gouda cheese. It was nice, and
did the trick, but was
theoretically very low in sugar,
and not that high in calories.
Then it was back to the
towel. I gave it another 6 or 7
(or whatever) rinses, and at
that point I had to accept the
rinse water was still slightly
soapy (frothy), but it would
have to be good enough. I am
going to have to see if I can
discipline myself to wash that
towel well before any whiffy
smells says it has to be washed.
Anyway, the good thing is that I
had no chest pains while doing
that hard work, and my trouble
the night before last was just
one of those odd things.
In theory it was still
easily early enough to wash my
hair, have my shower, and then
go out for a walk in the
sunshine, but as noted above, it
still didn't look warm enough to
go out without a coat, but the
sun seemed to hot to wear a
coat. I guess that is not a good
excuse, and so I guess I'll just
have to confess that I just
didn't feel like going for a
walk by then. What I did do was
to push on, and finish the book
I was reading - "The Gobbler" by
Ade Edmondson.
I did have a little snack
of a handful of peanuts during
the afternoon, but I was
starting to very much look
forward to my dinner. There were
actually two reasons for this.
There was the obvious one that I
was getting rather hungry, but
there was also looking forward
to an experiment that should,
and did produce an interesting
and enjoyable dinner, although
one not big enough to completely
lift any desire for even more to
eat.
I held out to almost 6pm
before I went down to the
kitchen to prepare my
"masterpiece". It was no more
than two Ciabatta rolls filled
with mackerel in tomato sauce
(from those little cans that
hold a single portion). The
first was no more than the bread
and fish with a sprinkle of
white pepper. The second I
spoiled a bit by adding a few
slices of pickled gherkin. I
though that would go well with
fish, but evidently not
according to my taste buds.
Fortunately it only took the
shine off without making it
taste horrible.
As usual, I watched TV
until 9pm when I headed to bed.
I intended to read for half an
hour, but I think it was barely
more than 15 minutes until I put
the book down, and was soon
asleep. I had been worried that
I might have more aching chest
problem, maybe just heartburn,
maybe other reasons, that would
stop me getting to sleep, or
even wake me up in the night,
but all that woke me up,
approximately every 2 hours on
average, was getting up to go
for a pee.
Even going out to the
freezing bathroom didn't cause
any but the merest hint of any
cold induced angina, but it did
seem to me me too tense to pee
until I relaxed. I guess it was
a very average night in terms of
quality of sleep, and quantity
of pee. I guess it was typical
in another way too - I know I
had dreams, but I can't seem to
remember a single thing from
those dreams now.........
....Actually, as soon as I
started to write that I found I
can remember some bit of one
dream. It was set in a big
telephone exchange. I can't
remember doing anything in the
dream until I wanted to pee. I
knew that there were toilets one
floor up at the end of the
building. As I went up the
stairs someone asked me if I was
going to watch the women in the
swimming pool ?
The idea of a swimming
pool, even a small one as it was
in the dream, in a telephone
exchange was very weird, but
sure enough there was a big
window overlooking a swimming
pool on the next floor. There
were two woman at the far end.
They appeared to be fully
dressed while sitting in the
water - a bit strange, but no
eroticism there. I walked past
to the toilets. The outside
looked clean and clinical, but
each cubical was filthy. This
was probably because there was
no toilet bowl, and you had to
pee or poo down the 3 inch
diameter pipe end - which most
people managed to miss....
I woke up at 6am, and I
could have got up then. It was
slightly tempting because it was
starting to get light, but I had
a pee, and then went back to bed
to try for more sleep. I think I
got about an extra hour of light
sleep. I followed the usual
routine of going to the bathroom
for at least a pee, and
hopefully a poo, but the latter
didn't happen, and after eating
so little yesterday, I may not
go at all today.
I did spent 5 minutes on
the toilet twiddling my thumbs
in case there was a late
arrival, but it didn't happen. I
was able to do this almost in
comfort because when I woke at
6am I got the fan heater on the
long extension lead, and put it
on low in the bathroom. It was
just about good enough to take
the chill off the air, but the
toilet seat and walls were still
radiating waves of cold !
The big thing this
morning was to find out if I had
done anything about all the
weight I had put on, and the
dangerously high blood glucose
readings of the previous
morning. I am happy to say I
seemed to lose 1.3kg in 24
hours. Of course this is
impossible in terms of loosing
body fat, but through the day
yesterday I did go for as many
as 5 or 6 poos. One of which was
very big. I also seemed to pee a
lot during the day, but that was
unsurprising because of my high
blood glucose.
I not only reset my
weight, but reset my high blood
glucose readings as well -
except in one case. The Contur
meter erad a very good
7.8mmol/l. The GlucoRX meter was
in close agreement with another
very good reading of 7.9mmol/l.
Both these figures are coloured
coded light green in my
spreadsheet. The third reading
was in the pink - one last stop
before hitting the danger zone
(in red). It was the Sinocare
meter going out on a limb again
with a reading of 9.0mmol/l.
That was actually the best of
three readings taken with the
Sinocare meter. I really don't
know why it does this sometimes.
It must be using a different
detector to maybe get around a
patent, but one that is
sensitive to other body
chemistry. I am glad I have a
selection of meters to compare
it against, and ignore it if it
is too different.
There is one thing I have
to do today, one thing I ought
to do, and one thing I want to
do. I have to do a small backlog
of washing up in the kitchen
sink. I ought to wash two more
small hand towels. I want to
finally have that walk in the
sunshine I have been looking
forward to for ages. If the
weather forecast can be trusted
it should be very comfortable
walking with no coat on, and
getting some sun on pale arms.
There are two things left
off that list that actually come
first, and have a higher
priority. The first is to take a
short rest after uploading this
to my web server. The second is
to wash my hair, and have a nice
shower. That should be enough to
make me feel sort of human
again.
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words today