Today
promises to be even warmer with
the temperature hitting 15° C
for most of the afternoon. There
should be very little wind, and
that 15° C could feel very warm
in the sunshine. Tomorrow should
be very similar to today, but it
will be a little cooler tonight,
and so tomorrow may start at 8°
C, but even that is not too bad.
Yesterday was a good day
until it became bad, and it was
mostly my own fault. I had a
little run in with indigestion,
but I will explain that, as best
I can, a bit later. It was also
a mostly a lazy day, but I did
go out to get some shopping, and
I did finally wash up every last
item that had been waiting for
me in the kitchen sink !
I can't seem to remember
what I did yesterday morning in
any detail. That may sound odd,
or even sinister, but the
simpler explanation is that I
didn't do anything worth
remembering. I do remember that
after taking some time to finish
writing, and then having a lazy
rest afterwards, it was possibly
just gone midday when I decided
I really ought to have a shower.
Once I had showered
everything seemed to happen in a
rush. It felt like I had little
time to go out shopping, but I
definitely needed to get some
stuff from Tesco. I had a fairly
pleasant walk there - with no
coat, and bare arms. Apart from
a few specific items, it seemed
like there was not a lot I was
going to buy, but of course I
was mistaken. I found a few
things on the reduced price
shelf that I couldn't resist. It
included a ready to eat roasted
half chicken, and a ready meal
of liver and bacon.
One of the things I was
intending to buy was another 4
pack of Ciabatta rolls. They
seem to be 70% air, and so they
must be safe
because..errr.....something. I
also bought some pannini rolls.
I don't really anything about
them, but they looked
interesting. The (hopefully)
most interesting buy was two
bottles of lime flavour Coke
Zero. I really liked the lime
diet coke when it was available,
but I have never been a fan of
Coke Zero. It ticks the big box
of being sugar free, but there
is something that make me feel
it is not so good.
After passing through the
checkout I did the first test of
my repaired rucksack. As I
mentioned recently, the zipper
had come off the end of the zip,
and it seemed almost impossible
to get it back on, but I managed
it last Sunday, and sealed the
dodgy end with hot melt glue. I
am happy to say that has
restored it to full working
order, and, fingers crossed, it
should last for a few more
years.
The walk back home in the
warm sunshine was quite nice,
although my shopping did slow me
up a bit, and it was very nice
to stop for a minute to chat
with the postman. That almost
reset some discomforts back to
zero. It was still nice to get
home - as always no matter what
the reason. It was soon after
that I made my first mistake
when I prepared some lunch. The
problem was the new bread rolls
I had bought.
With 4 Ciabatta rolls,
and 4 Pannini roll in my new
shopping I felt I may as well
finish up the last two tiger
finger rolls I had bought from
Aldi around a week ago. Not only
is their sugar content a bit
higher than desirable, but they
are very doughy, and quite
filling. I filled the two with
beef and horseradish sauce, and
one of them with aromatic baby
leaf salad leaves, and the other
with sliced pickled gherkin. The
latter was fairly nice, but the
salad leaves were nicer.
As I chomped my way
through the second roll I became
aware that I was starting to
feel stuffed. That was not good,
and it also seemed rather
unusual. The worst of it would
be a little later, and maybe
also contribute to worse
feelings later. Soon after
eating I was distracted by the
need to do the washing up that
had been sitting in the sink for
a few days, and also to give the
kitchen work surfaces, and the
some of the dining room table, a
good wipe down.
I could finally relax for
a bit, and it would be over an
hour before Jodie arrived for
some beer tasting. She did send
me a message to say she was
running late, but expected to be
here by 3.45pm. I resisted
starting a beer on my own until
she was here, and spent some of
the time reading stuff on the
internet. However, I did give in
just before she arrived, but I
think I had just opened the
bottle when she rung my
doorbell.
When I started to drink
some beer I was very aware that
I still felt stuffed from my
earlier rolls. I would have
expected them to have moved on
in my digestive system by then,
but apparently not. Towards the
end of my first bottle of beer I
realised I had to slow down, and
not race ahead of Jodie because
I was feeling uncomfortable with
hints that it could end up as a
vomit situation. Fortunately
that never happened, and more
beer seemed to help to flush the
rolls down.
Michael joined us earlier
than usual, and he was in his
now usual stressed situation. He
never really said what the
trouble was, but he hinted that
his now bedridden wife had shit
her bed, and maybe more than
once. I am unsure if she refuses
to call for assistance - as she
should be able to living in a care
home. It is odd that Michael has
zero trust of the carers, and
yet says it is a very nice
place. The two facts don't seem
to agree in my mind.
After a few beers,
Michael seemed to relax a bit,
and start to almost enjoy
himself. He was obviously still
stressed because we didn't have
the usual argument about musical
tastes. Jodie left to get a bus
to Bromley at about 6.30pm, and
Michael left very soon
afterwards. By that time I was
feeling generally OK, and
somehow not even drunk. I seemed
quiye happy to wash all the
glasses we had used, and to wash
up a few other bits of cutlery
that Jodie had used while my
dinner cooked.
The dinner I had decided
on could have been eaten cold,
but ready cooked chicken always
tastes a lot better if given a
20 minute session in the oven. I
should have cooked some simple
vegetables to go with that
chicken but it seemed like half
a chicken would leave little
room for vegetables. That was
probably the case, but when I
mentally compared how I
remembered the uneaten half
chicken with the pile of bones
left on my plate, it was the
case that the edible bit was far
smaller than it might appear.
I don't recall feeling
particularly stuffed after
eating my dinner, and I seemed
to be mostly comfortable while
sitting up watching TV. At
9pm I headed to bed expecting to
get to sleep very quickly. I
didn't - by an extreme
amount ! I did feel some
indigestion when I laid down,
but it didn't seem bad enough to
stop me sleeping - particularly
when the effects of the booze
made me feel extra sleepy - or
should have done.
The strange thing is that
for several hours I hardly
seemed to feel sleepy at all. In
such situations I have learned
not to fight it in bed, but to
try and do something useful -
usually sitting at my PC and
"surfing the net" (as they used
to say in primitive times).
Mostly I was going through a
backlog of news stories from The
Register. As I think I probably
remarked yesterday, some of it
is very dry reading these days
since they re-located to
America, and spend far more time
reporting on corporate affairs -
America being the home of evil
corporations.
Some stuff is still worth
reading, and particularly their
coverage of space related stuff.
They do give more depth to
stories that appear as very
brief notes in daily papers, and
often are not covered at all. I
think it was gone 3am before I
started getting any sleep, but
the time leading up to that was
actually productive. I think it
was 2am that I went out to the
toilet and did a poo. The
generally mild night (about 11°
C) meant that is was almost
comfortable to sit in the
unheated bathroom.
An even better use of
that time was to do a real test
of the never before used
thermostat on my fan heater. In
the past it seemed like if the
thermostat ever switched off the
heater, it would never come back
on again until there were
icicles hanging off the heater.
It seems I was probably not
patient enough, or maybe it was
only because of the mild night,
but last night/very early this
morning, I turned the thermostat
carefully until it just clicked
off. It may have taken an hour
before it turned back on, and by
then it was only just starting
to feel a bit cool. Maybe an
hour passed before it switched
off again.
This, provided it is
reliable, is good news, and very
annoying news that I never tried
to trust it months ago, proably
years ago. Last night it would
have halved my electric heating
bill. I never measured it, but
it did seem to be almost doing
an hour on followed by an hour
off. It will still be another
month or more until it is
comfortable enough to not need
any heating at night, but I will
try to use the thermostat until
I can put the heater away until
next autumn - when I hope I can
remember to keep using the
thermostat.
Even after getting to
sleep I still had a period of
insomnia around 5am, but after a
while I got back to sleep, and
it was just after 8am when I
finally got up. I needed a pee,
and I also needed a poo. Later
on I would have another poo, and
thankfully that was before I ate
my breakfast. After the second
poo, and a bit more pee, I
weighed myself again. It was
still not good news, but
slightly better. It seems all
the beer and indulgences meant I
put on 300gm yesterday.
My blood glucose did not
fare well either, but at least
two of my blood glucose meters
gave grudgingly OK readings. The
Contour meter read 8.9mmol/l,
and the GlucoRX meter read
exactly the same. That just
nudges under the line when I put
the readings into the pink zone
on my spreadsheet of results.
Sadly the Sinocare meter did
slip into the pink zone with a
reading of 9.5mmol/l. That is
very bad, but still just short
of a disaster.
My blood pressure may be
up a little bit this morning,
but it may be that it is just
because I am using my spare
wrist mounted meter. I was
demonstrating my usual wrist
mounted meter downstairs
yesterday, and i accidently left
it on the dining room table,
slightly tucked away to keep it
away from beer. My spare meter
sometimes agrees with the other,
and sometimes not - for reasons
I can't guess at. Today's
reading, using the spare meter,
was 115/53, and while that looks
a lot higher, I think it still
in the "Optimum" range.
Today I am in a quandary.
I would very much like to go out
and frolic in the warm sunshine,
but there are two reasons, one
rather more believable than the
other, why I probably won't. The
first is that after being away
over half the night I don't
really feel like going out. I
would rather lay on my bed
reading and snoozing. The other
reason is because I do have to
go out. I need to go to the
pharmacy to see if they have the
drugs that were missing from my
repeat prescription. While I am
there I may as well go around
the corner to Aldi and get a few
things - things like ordinary
Diet Coke, and some frozen and
canned food. The larder section
of my new fridge is already very
full, but there is room for some
emergency use frozen meals.
After that extended walk I
usually feel I have walked quite
far enough for one day, but I
suppose it could happen that I
go out again.
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