07:42
BST
Yesterday
felt quite warm, and rather humid,
all without the benefit of any
sunshine in the afternoon. The
morning started quite chilly at just
18° C around 9am, and it was quite
sunny then, but sunshine turned to
sunny spells, and the sunny spells
faded away to leave a bright, but
grey afternoon. The temperature
peaked at 23° C.
It is another very cool morning
thanks to clear skies in the night. My
thermometers say it is now just coming
up to 16° C. However it is sunny, and
the forecast says non stop sunshine
all day. That should raise the
temperature to 25° C by 2pm. Tomorrow
may start at 18° C, but it will be
very dull. Tomorrow may be a very
mixed day. There will be a mix of
sunny spells and grey spells. There is
even a small chance (41% at worst) of
rain at midday. By 4pm the temperature
may still reach 25° C, but perhaps
just for that single hour. Wednesday
may be much cooler and a lot wetter !
Yesterday was one of those days
that felt OK, but sort of wasn't. I
did what needed to be done, but no
more. The after effects of the day
were both very good and very bad, and
neither seem to be easy to blame on
beer - mainly because my consumption
was unusually low.
There is a lot of yesterday
that was too bland to leave anything
worth describing. That makes it sound
like a boring day, but oddly enough it
wasn't, or at least I don't recall
feeling bored - except for maybe in
the evening when there was no
entertainment on TV except a string of
repeats of old episodes of The
Simpsons on the E4 channel. They were
all familiar and so not exciting, but
I guess they helped pass the time.
Back to the morning, and I
wrote 1,905 words yesterday. I had
started moderately early, and I
finished by 10:30am, and maybe
earlier. That just gave me the excuse
to have a longer rest, and read extra
pages from the book I am reading.
Earlier in the morning I did have a
fantastic, as in extreme fantasy, idea
that I might go out for a quick-ish
walk around the park, but when the
time came I found I had no inspiration
to do so.
I may have felt I didn't have
the energy to do such a walk, but that
was mainly because washing my hair,
and having a shower was
somewhere between relaxing and energy
draining. I actually had another,
albeit much shorter, lie down once I,
and my hair was dry. It would have
been easy to get stuck into the book I
am reading, but so far it is not an
easy book to get stuck into.
I am about one third through
the book, but it is still in a sort of
introductory style with lots of short
stories from the main characters in
the book. My assumption is that they
will all meet up and interact with
each other. For now we are getting to
know something about their character
and backgrounds. The book is
"Eclipse"
by
John
Shirley. I may have only bought
it because the main character, at
least I think he is, plays an electric
guitar. It is the first book of a
trilogy, and if I enjoy it enough I
may seek out the second and third
book.
After that short break I headed
down to the kitchen where I had
several jobs to do. One was to take
out the rubbish bag to the wheelie
bin. It was less than half full, but
something in it was really smelly ! I
also took out the recycling bag to the
recycling bin. The big job, which was
not as big as I feared, was to wash up
a backlog of stuff in the kitchen
sink. Once again I had a rest,
but in an ideal world I would have
given the dining room table a good
cleaning (before Jodie got food all
over it again. In an even more ideal
world I would have run the hoover over
the dining room carpet.
I did none of the latter, but
went on my computer to read a few
things. I also did that most hated of
things, paid my landline telephone
bill. I don't really use that phone so
the amount owed was very small, but
somehow it still irks me to have to
pay it. Eventually there was a ring at
the doorbell. It was Jodie arriving
for another beer drinking session -
except there was not a lot of beer
drinking.
I may have lost track, as it is
so easy to do when boozing, but I
think I only drank three cans of beer.
As I mentioned yesterday, I had
decided I would try and drink chilled
water while waiting for Jodie to catch
up. She says she likes some beers but
drinks them so slowly as if she is
finding it a struggle to drink, but
actually claims to be savouring it. I
am sure that is not the way to drink
beer, or at least
proper beer
!
I didn't actually drink chilled
tap water while waiting for Jodie - I
drunk low sugar, sparkling, flavoured
water. One was Lemon and Mint, and it
was in a curious halfway state of
being nasty and nice at the same time.
I didn't care for more than one glass
of it, and changed to sparkling
blackcurrant flavoured water (like
Ribena but with less sugar). As usual,
Jodie spent much of the times
scrolling through Instagram or
something similar, but I did manage to
get a little bit of conversation out
of her.
Jodie left at 6pm to get the
next train to Clockhouse where she
would be meeting Alan in The Three
Hounds. Just before she left I put
part one of my dinner in to cook (5
minutes in the microwave). It was a
Cajon beef dish - at least 50% rice.
It was not bad, but didn't feel
satisfying. I followed it with a ready
made pot of chicken and bacon pasta.
That felt more substantial, but I
still had a dessert of a chunk of
Angel cake.
Before drinking I had lined my
stomach with some food that included
two peppered "grill steaks", plus some
ice cream and some crisps. I guess I
deluded myself that I had had some
control over my eating, and
particularly so after drinking. It
would turn out I did and I didn't - in
ways I find hard to comprehend.
Anyway, I did not eat any more after
the Angel cake, and apart from water
and Diet Coke, I did not drink any
more.
After watching TV I went to bed
at around 9pm. I didn't feel the need
for any extra heat, and I thing I fell
asleep quite easily - possibly by
9:30pm. I seemed to sleep OK (ignoring
getting up to pee once or twice) until
about 3am when it seemed like time to
put the heater on low. Unfortunately
the thermostat seemed to be set too
high, and I woke up a few hours later
feeling just a bit too warm.
It was probably during that
period of extra warmth that I had what
should have been a great erotic dream,
but like life, it mostly went wrong. I
was at work in a telephone exchange,
and one of the "girls" there (probably
a 30 year old or more) approached me.
We were friendly, but not really any
more. She said she thought she knew me
well enough to trust me to answer some
things that were bothering her.
She started off by reminded me
that she had been working out for some
time, and wondered how it was
affecting her. The first thing she
asked was if the sweating was giving
her any bad body odour, and in
particular around her breasts. She
unbuttoned her shirt and invited me to
go in for a very close sniff. I told
her to watch out for it going off, but
the fresh sweaty smell was actually
very erotic. She like that idea, and
was about to go further when we were
interrupted.
We had actually been in a
rarely used locker room, and so it was
irritating that someone had
interrupted us. What was about to
happen was she was going to take off
her bra and get me to have a good feel
to see if her working out was building
any muscles in that area. We looked
for somewhere else that might be
private in case it went even further
than that (said he salivating in his
dream).
Unfortunately there were
contractors in who were putting in new
cables everywhere we looked. I
suggested the bosses office because he
was supposed to be on holiday, but we
were just about to enter when he
arrived out of the blue. I think the
next place I suggested was on the
roof, but the dream seemed to fade out
before we got there. That was a shame
because that dream had so much
promise. It was also nice that the
woman was as keen as I was, if not
keener. It was like I was being
seduced, and that is a very rare
thing.
After that most pleasant dream
(at least until it started to fall
apart) it was a shame that the next
bit, after waking and getting up, was
very disappointing. I hadn't drunk
much booze, and I didn't think I had
eaten all that badly, but after a pee,
and a pretty fair poo, I got on the
scales and found I had somehow put on
1.2kg. That was an awful lot, and this
time I could not even blame it on my
left leg being puffed up with excess
water.
if I had put that weight on
then surely my blood glucose must be a
complete disaster area ? Well
apparently not. In fact it mostly
quite good. The Contour meter read
7.8mmol/l, and that is good, although
a little short of excellent. The
GlucoRX meter read a very similar, but
slightly better, 7.7mmol/l. The
Contour Plus meter did it's usual to
mess up the average with an reading of
8.7mmol/l, but even that is not bad.
The new GlocoFix meter read 7.9mmol/l
- closely in line with the first two
meters.
Today will be warm and sunny.
It is the sort of day when I ought to
be going out, and I had an idea that I
might go as far as Southend, or at
least travel on trains that would take
me as far as Southend. I almost feel
OK for such and outing except for one
thing. I feel sure, and least I hope
it will happen, that I will be
shedding the 1.2kg I seemed to have
gained since yesterday by way of
increased excretion from my body. One
fair possibility is that it will be in
solid form, and I don't fancy having
to find a toilet for such a thing
while out and about (and nor do I
trust any train to have such
facilities in clean working
condition).
Unless something significant
happens soon I will will give up on
such an outing. I may dare to go for a
walk in the park, but that will be a
bit boring when seeing the same views
for the 263rd time. I think that today
I will just make up as I go along. One
thing I have done was to only have
one portion of instant noodles
for breakfast. I may try and fast
until dinner time, but that would be a
lot easier if I was not at home. Oh
well, I'll report tomorrow what
happened.