07:37
BST
Yesterday's weather was very, very
horrible. Despite the Met Office
saying the sun would break through
the clouds at 10am, and the BBC
saying 1pm, it stayed a miserable
and depressing grey until about 6pm
(or was it 7pm). Even when the
clouds broke up there was still no
sunshine, but at least it was not so
dull. For all that, the afternoon
temperature still reached 24° C, but
with no sunshine it still felt cool
enough to keep my bedroom window
closed almost all day.
My possibly most accurate
(since mounting it on a wall that is
in permanent shade) thermometer said
it was just 15° C outside at a bit
after 7am. That is a degree more than
forecast. It still felt like an icy
blast when I opened the dining room
window. The important thing about
today is that it has started sunny,
and the full, non stop, sunshine may
last until 7pm. (Of course this is
from the same forecaster that said
most of yesterday would feature sunny
spells, but actually featured zero
sunshine). For all that, only 23° C is
expected today. The first half of
tomorrow may bed dull and grey. From
2pm there may be sunny spells, and
from 5pm there may be full sunshine
until sunset. It will be cooler than
today - just 22° C forecast.
It was not my intention to do
so little yesterday that I might write
even less than yesterday morning, but
I did do very little. Fortunately, or
maybe unfortunately, I did do one
thing - I spent an awful lot of money
in Aldi. Most of that money spent was
spent on many small things instead of
something expensive.
The very dull grey morning
sapped most of my enthusiasm, and the
dull grey for most of the rest of the
day never allowed me to recover any
enthusiasm. However I knew I
definitely wanted to go shopping in
Aldi. As mentioned yesterday, and
probably many times before, there are
things that Aldi sell that Tesco does
not sell. After I finished writing,
and having my usual half an hour or so
rest, I headed to the bathroom for a
wash.
I would have liked to have
washed my hair, but I wasn't going on
a fashion parade, and anyway, it was
almost chilly in the bathroom. I
brushed my teeth, rinsed some of my
face (rather than a full wash with a
soapy face flannel), and had a shower.
After that I got dressed, and almost
ready to go out - except I didn't feel
physically and/or emotionally ready to
go out under that dark grey sky. It
really looked like it might rain at
any minute. A good downpour would have
justified that foul grey sky.
Maybe I put on shoes that were
unsuitable even if they seemed
comfortable once I got started, but I
couldn't seem to regulate my walking
speed. I always seemed to be walking
too slowly, and I couldn't find the
energy to speed up. It made me feel
that walking home with heavy shopping
would be an awful experience. In fact
I was probably not walking slow at
all, just not quite fast enough to
make me need to slow down (or even
stop for a short rest).
Once I got to Aldi I soon
forgot about the walk, and got on with
the the more pleasurable business of
selecting stuff off the shelves. I
have no idea where the idea came from,
but before I had even entered the
store I fancied getting some sushi. I
expect to aficionados, Aldi's sushi is
rubbish, but I sort of like it. As I
continued around the store I was
putting more and more stuff in my
shopping trolley - stuff I would have
to carry home.
As well as bottles of soft
drinks, I also bought a few beers. One
was a German style, and possible
genuine German wheat beer. I expect we
have had it before, and Jodie will
turn her nose up at it. I feel sure
she will turn her nose up to the 4
pack of IPA style beers. I bought a 4
pack of 330ml cans, and I tried one
last night. It was not nice. I bought
other bottles and cans of stuff that
all added to the weight I had to carry
home.
My personal contribution to
madness was to buy three 500ml, or
less, tubs of ice cream. All three are
quite dangerous unless I eat them in
quite small portions. Finally it was
time to go through the checkout
(manned by a member of staff as is
proper and right), and to find how
much I had just spent. It was rather a
lot, and I only bought two items of
£6.99. They were two apparently
different versions of the Aldi version
of Tequila Rose. They appear to have
different makes of Tequila in them.
The walk home as a semi slow
slog that seemed to go on for ever.
Apart from aching arms, I didn't seem
to suffer any other bad symptoms,
although I ought to add that my legs
were feeling a bit stiff and slow. It
felt very good to finally get home,
and to start putting all my stuff
away. With that done I could relax and
eat my two packs of sushi. They were
nice, but the thought of all the
negative attributes of them, sugar,
salt, calories, and probably other
stuff spoiled the flavour.
There was one more very naught
thing I had to try before I went into
hyper lazy mode. it was one of the ice
creams I had bought. It was apparently
Turtle Beach flavour. I wondered what
that could be, and soon found out that
it was a two coloured ice cream. Half
of it blue, and the other half a light
brown/yellow, sand coloured ice cream.
One half was supposed to be vanilla,
and the other something else. It also
had slivers of chocolate in it - I
guess they represented broken Turtle
shells !
After that naughty but nice
lunch I laid down, and read until I
fell asleep for a nice snooze.
At least I think it was nice - maybe
it just mad time pass faster. One
thing I should have been doing at some
point was to continue to wash a not so
small towel. It was the the towel I
had been using after a shower for
maybe over a week, and after my shower
I put it in one of my big builders
buckets to soak in detergent. It is
still there this morning.
Very little happened after this
until I went to bed. I did take a bit
of time out to snack on a bag of giant
spicy corn puffs. At about 6.30pm I
had my dinner. It was a ready made
simple side salad with a heap of
grated cheddar cheese on top, and with
a generous amount of mayonnaise on top
of that. I had five ginger biscuits as
a dessert, and washed them down with a
single glass of some quite tasty, "no
added sugar" sparkling orange drink.
It had a bit too much (natural) sugar
in it to drinking more of it in one
sitting.
There was some stuff on TV that
had some small entertainment value,
but it was all music stuff, and apart
from an occasional look, I mainly
listened to it while reading stuff
from the internet. At about 9pm I
headed to bed. I was not sure if I was
sleepy enough for sleep, and I must
have read for at least half an hour.
When I felt ready I turned over, and
closed my eyes. Nothing seemed to
happen until I realised that about two
hours had passed without me noticing
it.
I could try and say the times
when I woke up to pee, but I am not
sure one or more of those times might
have only been a dream. I didn't seem
to pee much last night, and yet maybe
I did. What I did do was to have a
very weird dream in the last hour(s)
of sleep. The dream seemed to start
with me being at work, probably in a
canteen. I noticed a couple of people
not wanting to get too close to me. I
then noticed that I seemed to be
wearing exactly the same clothes as
the day before.
It even looked like I had slept
in them. The very odd thing was that I
couldn't remember a thing about the
night before. I wondered if I had
drank too much, and may have passed
out. I didn't seem to have a hangover,
and my only affliction was loss of
memory. I decided to check my wallet
to see if I had spent any cash. I
seemed to have quite wodge of notes in
it, and that suggested I had not spent
all night buying drinks.
I realised that maybe I might
have used a credit card instead of
cash, and I checked to make sure all
my cards were there - they were, but I
had an extra card that belonged to a
friend. I wondered how I would get it
back to him because he didn't work
where I was. The other incredibly
weird thing is that I also seemed to
have a miniature dog in my wallet. It
crawled out, and I wondered how it had
survived because I had the wallet in
my back pocket, and had been sitting
on it !
The dream seemed like it was
one dream, but it must have been made
of lots of small dreams because the
background, and the people in it kept
changing. One place seemed to be in a
theatre, and another was a cinema,
although there is not really a lot of
difference between the two. In one
sequence I met the owner of the credit
card I found, but I seemed to forget
to give it back to him. A lot of these
changes in background and people got
very confusing, and I am not sure I
can remember any more with any
clarity.
It was a little after 5am when
I woke for a pee, and I was feeling a
bit cool. I turned the heater on low
before going back to bed after having
a pee. I barely fell asleep at first,
but as the room warmed I seemed to
fall into a deeper sleep, but I only
slept for an extra hour before getting
up. After a pee I weighed myself and
found I had put on 700gm. That was a
lot, and I was not sure it was wholly
from what I ate during yesterday,
although that would certainly not have
helped. I part blamed it on not peeing
enough.
Lack of peeing might suggest my
blood glucose was very low - it wasn't
" The Contour meter read 8.0mmol/l,
and that is almost good. The GlucoRX
meter read 7.8mmol/l, and that is
good. The Contour Plus meter read
8.6mmol/l. I guess these readings are
not actually bad, but for a brief
moment I hoped that they may have been
lower. That was probably a stupid idea
considering the sushi, the ice cream,
and the ginger biscuits all eaten
yesterday.
The most important thing to do
today is to ideally finish washing the
big towel, but I doubt I have the time
or energy for that. At best I might
manage a few rinses, and then set it
aside so I can wash my hair and have a
shower. I can then put the towel back
into some fresh rinse water, and do
what I can, when I can.
The main thing today is a beer
drinking session with Jodie. I had
hoped my latest beer order might have
been delivered in time for today, but
it has not been despatched yet. There
is something going on with the
company. When I read the order
confirmation email there was a
significant part I did not read at
first. "Please note that we are
currently closed for a short family
break and will return on the 28th of
July". Either they have not returned
yet, or they have accrued a large back
order to get through, or they have run
off with my money (I found the money
has been taken from my credit card).
That is all speculation. What
is definite is that the beer fridges
are looking fairly sparse at the
moment, and I might end up placing
another order with a different company
tomorrow. Meanwhile I suggested to
Jodie she might bring a beer or two
with her. They will probably be nasty
beers, but I have beers here than I
can drink, and in a few case actually
enjoy.
Some of those beers may be
strong beers, and I'll probably ruin
my diet again when I get drunk. It is
possible, although not really
probable, that I may go for a walk
around the park if I seem to have the
time (time when I should be washing
the towel !). It could be nice for it
- nice and bright, and yet not too
warm.